#194 the things we do out of the kindness of our hearts and the blackness of our souls.
i just talked to tuesday. it says, “hello.”
when i was in high school, i saw the movie grosse pointe blank. it made me seriously want to be a hitman. of course, at that time i was burdened by “morals” and “human emotion,” and i could not find a way to reconcile things inside me. now that i am older, colder, and more of a robotic killing machine, i am thinking that if this “professional doodling” doesn’t work out, maybe i could shoot strangers for a living.
really, i just wanted to do a high contrast drawing of a rocky structure.
did you ever have a job you wanted to do before you realized that it is the opposite of what you wanted to do? i have mentioned here before that i wanted to be an astrophysicist before i realized that thinking ‘long and hard’ about numbers and facts directly contradicts all of my talents and general leanings. typically i am trying to deny facts and make numbers look like ‘unreliable superstition.’
monday was generally kind to me. tuesday looks like it might have a secret. i hope it is a good secret and that it is some kind of awesome food. i hope you get to eat tuesday’s secret, too.
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